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01:12 PM, Saturday, January 26, 2008 .. Category : Lollies is Angry .. 20 comments .. Link

I received an email the other day. The email was apparently forwarded to the sender and was also a mail of a long list of forwarders and forwardees. With the name of the previous senders and receivers and all that. And a lot of this sign >>>>

I had to scroll down a loooonnnngggg time to get to the actual message.

And when I finally got down to the actual message, it was a photo. The email didn't warn me that the photo would be gory. It was a photo of a man squashed down under a huge block. Only his head peeked out from under the block, with eyes popped out and flesh splurt everywhere.

Oh correct me. It was not just one photo but many photos at different angle of the poor man. They were bloody pictures.

You must be thankful that I am not colourful with my adjectives, otherwise you would be visualising the picture as much as I am now.

Please clean up your forwarded mails of the long list of previous senders and receivers. And please warn people when a gory picture is coming up. Eeiiiiiii!

Let's enjoy ths kek batik instead.

Wokeh..the real issue now

09:57 PM, Tuesday, March 6, 2007 .. Category : Lollies is Angry .. Link

I think I am ready to tell you the real thing that is in my mind. I know I know I have been pouring stories about my hard core fans, but the truth is, those are just the little things in my mind. I mean sure it hurts, but I have lived my life attracting unwanted attention. Thus, this is no difference.

There is something bigger that have been keeping my mind unsettled. I was sad and tense, frustrated everything in one. Was and still am. Except now I am much more relax compared to last week.

OK..inhale deep.

Let me tell you the background first. The company which my lover is working with have been hiring more and more people from Asia namely Malaysia, Indonesia and Singapore. I can imagine that during the interview, just like my lover's, they promised everything nice. Guaranteed international school of your choice, housing allowance, and a promise of an expat's life.

Apparently off late, the newbies wre made surprise that they were told, only when they got here, that they are only allowed to enrol their children in certain school (which the standard is way lower, in my very honest opinion, but cheaper school fees) otherwise you would have to top up the difference of the school fees. Many were shocked and are still fighting for the right to be enrolled in any school. Dahlah nak masuk pun tak tolong. Biar orang terkontang-kanting cari sekolah. Penuh lak tu. Pastu now dia nak paksa masuk sekolah low standard.

Last week, my lover's pay was cut in THOUSANDS without any memo, no letters and no breakdowns except it says it is for Batrisyia schooling fees. Thousands I tell you! Thousands. We couldn't get over the shock! A definite breach of contract on their part.

I do not know whether you have any idea of arguing with the people here. They don't toss you around like ping pong, but they don't lead you anywhere neither. They just won't help you. It's our new policy. sorry I can't help you.

Qatar's inflation rate is increasing to 11% to date. Eleven goddamn percent. That tells you that things are expensive. Really expensive. Days and days the papers are shouting about what the ministries are doing to curb the inflation. They believe it started with the unscrupulous landlord increasing house rental rates like money is of no value.

Did I tell you last two days the landlord told us he is increasing this sty by 10%? It is now QR7500. And I tell you it doen't look that it is worth the rent.

The government is announcing a pay rise to all the government service. We are not getting it since lover is under contract. They have not paid yet, but things have gone up by two folds already.

There is silver lining to any calamity. I am a firm believer of this. Lover is now like a lion. No he is not growing mane (even though I don't mind an Arragon look), but he is turning into a fightaaahh. He is writing letters and making verbal complaints and so on. And to make complaints here is really something altogether. It can always fall on deaf ears or shot down. Pray for us.

Nevertheless if things do not turn out for the better, we think we might quit here altogether. We'll see. Kalau jodoh pendek, kami pulang.

But this is making me worried too. Lover has been jobless for two years before coming here. I was working then.

Now?

I am Special

10:21 PM, Sunday, March 4, 2007 .. Category : Lollies is Angry .. Link

Am I not?

You know what? I am tired of penting up anger because of what people say. I think it is high time to take up a different perspective of everything. So much of me reading the Bono's book, I should know better to put on the different coloured caps and think in many many possible ways.

Remember the last time I initiated a Quran reading session during the children's fardhu ain's class?. Apparently not everyone is happy. Well an unhijabbed girl sebok nak tunjuk alim ek? The thing is I didn't want to tunjuk alim, I don't like staying idle and ok I was bored and I wanted to tap's other ladies' knowledge. No wonder when I proposed the same thing for the new fardhu Ain, the same lady put it off saying that we could watch a VCD of religious lecture. Ek?Tapik tak pasang pun.

But let's look at it differently. What that incident made me now. I am famous. wee hee. Well perhaps for the wrong reason. Right cause wrong initiator perhaps. But that moved someone eh? At least her? Heh heh.

And all these talk about body size? Come on people. Doesn't that show that they actually care for me to notice the 1 mm (ha ha ha) difference of my thigh size? PEOPLE CARE FOR ME!

Or they care enough to advise me things. Ooohh they love me.

And they are concern enough to want to be my friends that any glimpse of quietness, I am then a snob. They are eager to be my friend. Can you see it? Can you?

I am famous! People care! People love me! They can't get enough of me!

And you know what? I met so many good people here too. Really. Those heart warming ladies with so much sincerity in their heart, it shows in their eyes. A lady recently have been on the email with me with wonderful articles. Amazing that she chose me. She in veil fom head to toe. Me? Well just me. You'd be surprise if you know my range of friends all throughout my life. Name them, I've got them all. I toldja I flen flen with everyone.

So I know now, I am special. I don't want to let all these talk put me down. Why should I, if it is actually an act of luuuurrrvveeee.

I have many other things to think about.

Like, the future world leader is potty training. When do I take the diaper off for good?
The world next leading woman is writing stories in her own phonics way. Will it become a hit one day?
The future world peacekeeper wants to buy an expensive set of books. Should I or not?
Our another life turning point decision must be made. Should we leave this God forsaken country?

But if I put up another post of complain, don't mind me.

I am shallow and insecure

12:34 AM, Friday, February 23, 2007 .. Category : Lollies is Angry .. Link

I have concluded that I must be that kind of girl you know. The kind of girl that people just loooovvveee to hate but cannot resist to be friends with. I make friends with everyone but I am usually cautious about being too close especially coming over here. I do things the way I usually do and rarely want to conform. I may not look like most of the ladies here but it doesn't mean that I like to be a loner. I mix with everyone. I like going to usrah (even though now I find it boring. Kupasan tak mencabar). I don't mind doing things that the mainstream malays do. I mix ok. Anyone also I flen.

But the one that I cannot stand is mulut mengumpat ok (gossips) especially if its about me.

And I wonder stevie wonder. Do I look like the kind of person who tak geti jaga laki ke apa (can't take care of husband)? Why is this one makcik when she jokes with me, its always about me tak geti jaga laki. It's not funny anymore ok? She even advise me that to maintain your man, take care of his stomach and the further down by one jengkal as well. Hmm I do appreciate advise. But if you know what I do to my lover, you'd stop this silly advise. Tapik dia lagi tua, so aku dengar. I am diplomatic that way. Tapi what's with these repeated jokes?

And I was telling about me turning into zorro after the treasure hunt gig. All sunburnt but lover remain fair. He works under the sun and he is still like snow white. Benci! And she said something to the effect that there is always beauty and a beast in a couple. Implying big time that I am the beast. jaga laki ko tu, dia tu lawa. Ko tak. Gitulah.

I am shallow ok. This affects me badly. Even if she was joking.

And there is this makcik who came to visit her grandkids. SHe is the type who like to make naughty jokes kind of makcik. Anyway she asked me which one is my lover. When I showed him to her, she actually had to hold me. Eyes became so wide, excited like a teenager and couldn't get her eyes off him.

I am not sure whether I should be flattered or worried.

Jaga laki ko baik-baik. Still eyes fixed on him.

WHATTHEFARK?

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